disaster struck

oh my...
the thing tat i scared of the most was finally happened
juz in front of my eyes
hw could it happen
i cnt accept it at all
do u know wt's the feeling is
it's suck
when i heard someone said about tat(wt i had seen)
my hear was like....broken u know
my drean. my hope
was all gone
urgh!!!
y izit so? y???
no one could understand my feeling
none of u do
haiz, u r like disaster
do hope tat there was no existence of u
by tat
everything will be fine then...