speechless

well,
i cnt even describe my feeling myself now
u know
there r a lot of words tat can be used 2 describe my feeling now
sad
unhappy
blue
gloomy
down
glum
depressed
miserable
sullen
somber
dejected
and so on.
i feel so so so so so so so down at tis moment
i dunoe wt cn i do
i juz simply cnt control my feeling
my blood is dripping out of my heart profusely
disaster had struck
something had happened
i cnt stop it and the ony thing tat i cn do is juz let it go
who can help me?!
no...
none of u cn lend me a hand
no!!!
do hope tat it will be over soon~