trust you?

yea, the question is:
should i trust you?
you know, i was like being deceived or what so ever
i was badly hurt for these few days
now only i realise that you are not the one ...........blablaaaa
you are not trustworthy at all
well, you have told me lots of thingys
but seem that you did them in the other way
i don't know which is the truth and i'm puzzled by you too
perhaps, i mean perhaps,
all i have seen is not the truth or they have been disguised
or these may be my first instinct
who knows?
you are the one who make the story
and you are the one who can control the situation, the plot of the story
but i am not
instead, i am just an audience
an ex-supporter
i am just a useless homosapien who wander here and there for nothing
yea, i am not that good
so you can just stay away from me if you want to do so
who cares?
granted! i am an emo-er
if you don't like me, just get lost...
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i just wanna express my feelings
and here is the best place for me to do so
i didn't insult, say or sneer and jeer at you, you and you
pls dun misunderstand me~